Turtle Traveling: BMOPHS

I’ve been on the road a great deal lately and it looks that that trend will continue for the remainder of the year. I’ve always enjoyed traveling, being in different locations, experiencing new energies, situations and people. People and places are so fascinating to me. I feel that my ideal career involves travel, of some sort. I am happiest when I am on the go. I appreciate having a space to come home to, but more and more, I'm finding I'm just as happy to BE, wherever I land. Perhaps that comes with feeling secure in my skin? Or maybe from recognizing that I really don't need many material objects to make me happy? It could be a combination of the realization of how I've limited myself by saying, "Oh, I can't do that right now, maybe someday." Well, my "someday" is approaching and I'm in full allowance of however that decides to show up. I'll be ready because I've been practicing. 

I’ve long been one to take the contents of “home” wherever I may roam. If I am not flying, a pillow and blanket are tucked in the car, right along with a few clothing changes. Packing for me happens in less than five minutes. I’m very clear and concise when it comes to clothing; everything I own is comfortable and interchangeable. I have a carpet bag and packing cubes at the ready. I throw in a few essentials like toothbrush, facial cleanser and mascara and I’m as good as gone.

My art bag, when not in use in the studio, is by the stairway, also ready for grab-n-go, even if it’s just across the street to the gazebo. My kindle and computer often join me, depending on the “assignment” of the journey. I had previously traveled very “light” focusing on not bring unnecessary extras. However, that wasn’t so comfy. I don’t need much mind you, but there’s something quite homey and soothing when I have my own utensils, cup and tea. Silly? Perhaps. A waste of time? Never! I’ve created and incorporated my own tea ritual. It doesn’t matter where I am or who I’m with; that former Dr. Pepper craving around 2ish has since been replaced by hot tea (and yes, this happens throughout the seasons, no matter if it is 90 or 10 degrees outdoors.) My current favorites are Jasmine Green Tea from Mountain Rose Herbs and Teavana's Matvana, Blueberry Bliss and Kona Pop, depending on my mood (and the mood I wish to create!) I’ve found that it doesn’t take that much to tuck in my tea mug, strainer and loose tea. Water is readily available. I prefer stovetop heating methods, though I’ve been known to pop a mason jar of water on a car hood to heat it up. When I travel, sometimes my tea ritual includes popping a green tea bag into my water bottle. I'm flexible like that. 

For lunch and supper on the go, I bring a latte mug, which also converts to a soup bowl. I pop a set of bamboo utensils and a reusable cloth into my purse and I have the makings of instant service for one. I either bring along some pre-made, portable snacks, the previous nights leftovers, or explore local groceries for easy, fast fixings for spontaneous, roadside picnics. I’ve found that I enjoy eating in new places, especially ones that don’t have long waits and standing room only options. The picture above was from a recent adventure, this was breakfast. I break all kinds of eating rules. Noodles are delicious in the morning. 

I’ve often joked about converting my Subaru into a mini-RV. All I’d need is to put the seats down, add a memory foam mattress and I’d be set. I may try that this summer. Life has become a delicious adventure for me. I kind of feel like I’d make a good turtle. While I don’t carry my home on my back, I certainly am finding ways to bring “home” with me. I am packing a few more things along than what I would need though no matter where I land, I would be as "snug as a bug in a rug" (pardon the pun, it was just really perfect here!)

While I'm still rooted pretty securely for the time being, I'm considering what it would take for me to have a portable, vagabond type lifestyle one day. I'll most likely want a little cottage to call home, a place to land and connect with my children and friends, though I am starting to wonder what that kind of life would be like? I've certainly heard the call........ and since I'm comparing myself to a turtle, there's no time limits....... I'll get there when I get there! So, I'll probably have a cup of tea and contemplate this for a bit longer. If you'd be interested in sponsoring the "Turtle Travels" please let me know. I think I make a pretty decent house guest. I BMOB, BMOP, BMOU, BMOPHS. Did you get that?!?! (I Bring My Own Blanket, Bring My Own Pillow, Bring My Own Utensils, Bring My Own Peace, Happiness and Sunshine!) 

What are the creature comforts you pack along? I'd love to hear about them in the comments below. 

How Hard Are You Working?

What kind of permission do you need to be who you are? Are you seeking attention, recognition, connection from others? How hard do you work to get what you need every day? What is your energy level like?

Many people are programmed to believe that hard work is the way to achieve goals. To get ahead in life you'd better be prepared to work you a*$ off. Is that your belief? Is there a desperation or hopelessness that exists because you feel stuck in some way? What if you could just let all that go. Too easy, right?

My friends, it's only as easy or hard as you choose to make it. Truth. We have a great gift in that we have choice. Choice is one of the most simple tools, that is available to us in every second, moment, hour, day, week, month, year. What do you choose? And here's the really cool thing, you can make a different choice at any time! If something isn't working for you, release the tendency to push or force, instead, ask what other possibilities exist that maybe your sweet little self hasn't thought of...yet. Instead of banging your head against a wall, and wondering why the wall doesn't crumble in, chose to do, be, have or experience something else. Does that sound utterly ridiculous or simplistic? It is: it is ridiculous because we aren't doing this more and it is simple. Why would have it be hard?!

Look at what is working for you. It probably feels "light" and right. (Ask you body, it has information for you as well). Look at what isn't working. This will most likely feel heavy, dense, stagnant and stuck. What choice could you make today that would allow the possibility of something different to show up? And here's the really cool part, you don't have to do much past that. Just be the space for that choice to come through. Sit back, watch, maybe have a cup of tea (or your choice of beverage, and watch what happens.

I've always thought I had to come up with the answers. SO NOT TRUE. I don't have to come up with any answers, my job is to simply ask the right questions and then, get the hell out of the way (taking my brain, limitations and judgements with me!) I've had several experiences this week where I thought something was going to happen and then it didn't Instead of being disappointed (which shuts off all possibilities) I asked to see this situation as one of possibility and potential. Knowing full well that I am not in control of situations or circumstances or even other people's choices, events, and schedules helped me remember that and in any moment, I can choose to STOP fighting my head, ask "What different choice is available that I don't even know about? What am I not seeing in this situation, that I could choose to see, that would bring about an entirely different experience through?" An answer didn't appear, but here's the deal, it didn't have to. I knew it would arrive when my attention caught up with my awareness. So I went to bed.

I awakened this morning to a myriad of choices and gratitude for not keeping myself in limitation. As I was making coffee, several possibilities "popped in". It made me grateful that I remembered that I have the option to ask a question, in any situation. I previously would have felt stuck and constricted, which completely limited my choices and options. I realize now that the "stuck feeling" is a byproduct of my brain working to either figure out a solution or fighting against what "is" or feeling constricted by outside, unexpected changes and circumstances; all of which just make WORK, a lot more work for me that what is necessary and required. I could reel, spin, twist, churn, box, scream, cry, fight, or chose something else, which would relieve me from having to figure it out and that would be easy. That, my friends, is the choice I made. I released any pressure, expectations, judgements and/or limitations and just let the answer find me. How easy and freeing is that?!

I've worked so hard in the past to come up with solutions and fix things. And that was virtually impossible because I was limiting other options by relying on former reference points! There's something very liberating when we can let go of our control and self-imposed limitations and not have to come up with an immediate answer. In fact, I'm finding that it's really not a talent of mine because much of what I "think" is often misaligned. By asking  questions, being "space" for the possibilities to formulate and by-passing the need to figure things out, expansion happens effortlessly and so does relaxation.

Today isn't at all what I expected it to be, it's even better. Living life from "here" means that I don't have to know what is going on, what's going to happen, how it's going to happen, when it might happen, who it might happen with, where we'll be.......  I can just enjoy the moment, fully and completely. All of my focus, attention and awareness is showered upon the present moment and the beautiful people that choose to show up in it. I really dig not having to work so hard!

Keys to Freedom: What Have You Been Locking Down?

What would it take for you to have total freedom in your life? And by the way this isn't a question to be answered with your head, in fact, you already know the answer......... you already are the answer......

"Freedom" is a concept we tend to put outside of ourselves and then we begin to "chase after it". We can become the eternal seekers, finding openings and tastes, here and there, but never really landing the "big catch" because.....if we did.....what would then happen? YIKES. LOCKDOWN. 

Many of us have become so entrained by our reality, circumstances, situations, relationships, career that we've forgotten the plethora of other possibilities that exist, we live in "lockdown" mode. We're shackled by our points of views, conclusions, judgements, should's, have's, need to's, ought to's.....and that's just the way it is. Does it have to be? Who's point of view have you taken on and made as your own? (Again, just ask the question, you don't have to look for/come up with an answer). 

The really interesting thing is that we already have the KEYS. We have the ability to unlock anything we've created and set up. No one on the outside of us has what we are all searching for. 

This month will be an especially interesting one to observe how lockdown happens. In the Nine Star Ki tradition, the guiding element is metal. Metal is related to our mental faculties, ability to process, analyze, and evaluate information. Our minds are extremely powerful tools and the ability held within them, greatly untapped. The mind is a masterful concept and one that requires respect and observation. We can talk ourselves into and out of anything. If we believe all the BS that our minds tell us, the view we take of our reality can become mighty skewed......but it won't look that way and it might not even feel that way, if we choose to believe our thoughts. 

There's not a way to "master" or control the mind. It simply is a tool that can be aligned with. It takes practice and patience. I need my mind for certain tasks but I've found lately it sometimes just needs something to do. It easily conjures up images of fear, worry, sadness, rejection and any other "stories" that will generate feelings and responses. It gets bored so this is often my "go to" way of creating drama because somewhere I got the idea that I needed to be in worry mode. When I'm in worry mode, my senses are awake and I feel alive. 

It's taken a LONG time to realize and catch myself in the act, so one of the KEYS for unlocking that space has been to treat my mind like a helper. When I notice that I'm going into that place of "I wonder what so and so is doing right now? Or I wonder if I'll hear from.......? Did I do something wrong here?......." I stop my mind and ask if it would be willing to solve a different problem, something like, "What would it take for you to go balance my checkbook? Or Maybe you'd like to go design a website?" And I send it packing........

Does that sound a little weird, a little strange? I'm ok to sound that way. For those who deal with "monkey mind" please just see if that resonates. If it does, check it out and play with it a bit. Adjust, expand, edit and see what would work for you.

My "happy place" includes infinite space where my mind is not engaged and running all the time. This often opens when I'm engaged in experiences that I really enjoy. I have a practice that I do before I go to sleep to "soften" my mind and on the nights I don't do it, I 'm usually awake at 4 am. 

I share this because there is a propensity within this type of month where the mind can really wreak havoc on the body/being. Of course your body/being is designed to handle anything, though your overall state may feel agitated, frustrated, uptight, tense and unable to fully relax.

 Here are a couple of KEYS to unlock those locked down states:

*Breathe---most simple and effective way of expanding awareness and coming back to center. This month's edition of Taproot Magazine has an excellent article, The Medicine of Breath. Taproot Magazine  

*Move/Walk--one of the easiest ways to get out of your head and into present moment (and it's free, mobile, you don't need a membership, you set the time limit!) 

*Commune with your Body--Sounds simple, and yet, oh so many people forget to talk to and ask their body what IT would like. Our bodies are what experience what we "do", the vehicles to get us where we want to go. What your body says, may be very different from what your mind needs/wants/already knows. Listen and see.

*Question--I've been working with and asking a lot of questions recently. Instead of trying to figure it out, asking a question creates a space where more possibilities can be presented. A number of solutions and new ways of seeing old situations have come in since I've started doing this. It's really freeing in that I don't have to have an answer, I ask, open and then let it go. The ideas start flowing in. It's definitely offered expansion in the way that I can see situations from many different perspectives and opportunities. In the past, I've gotten pretty locked into how I wanted things to be, how I wanted situations and relationships to turn out and when those didn't happen, I went into DEEP lockdown states of depression, sadness, loss, rejection, retreat. 

I've experienced all of those emotions/feelings/reactions because I forgot to expand and ask, what else would be possible?  This may be the most important KEY, on you'll want to start using. Just ask "What else is possible here?" That's it. Your job is done. Relax. Go play. Find something for your mind to....and when you least expect BOOM! Not one or two but many avenues will appear. (How awesome is that?!?!)

We will all have the invitations to work with, experience, play and stretch our minds this month, due to the influence of the metal element. Metal makes for excellent energies to organize and work with financial aspects, so this will be a supportive time to do taxes and book work. That said, it can also feel tight and constricting so make sure to give yourself plenty of space. Perhaps working in shorter increments and less "marathon" thinking?! Segment large projects into smaller tasks and take note of day to day progress. Avoid force or pushing. 

Work when you feel energized, and do what you can to alleviate pressure and deadlines. Ask for support and assistance when needed. Reward yourself by taking a walk/hike outside. Spending equal or great time involved in fulfilling activities/experiences. Notice the tendency to be in "work mode" and if it isn't conducive to other activities, be sure to communicate with your mind that you'd really like to relax! Minds will be activated and engaged this month and that can lead to a lot of intensity and pressure. Diffuse by tuning in and listening to what your body also needs. The mind has a tendency to forget it's attached to the rest of you!

So, hopefully you can take a few of these KEYS (or make your own!) and see what kind of fun, new ways of being in the world you can unlock? What kind of fun are you willing to be for yourself? What kind of fun would you be willing to have with your mind? What happens when you switch from being locked down to unlocked and unleashed?! I'll be interested to hear about your adventures if you choose to comment below.